Chapter One

You are what I treasure most in this world

This is just a little gift that I made, I hope you like it

All started with a jump of faith to see each other

I wasnt sure how it was gonna be, but talking to you for the last year make me feel some connection that I never felt with no one, I knew at some point I needed to follow my heart and stop worring, it all start with a couple talks in the night and then I couldnt believe that you gonna arrive the next day.

Us laughing together at the park

This is the only photo I have from that day. I was so stressed, but with some flowers and chocolate, I went there hoping everything would be fine. I still remember all the thoughts before seeing you for the first time a combination of anxiety, love, and happiness. My heart was beating so fast it felt like was going to explode. I loved it.

Your beauty is like watching a thousand galaxies being born at once.

Did you know the chance of being born is said to be 1 in 400 trillion about 4 x 1014, which is 1 in 400,000,000,000,000. Then out of 8 billion people, you found someone whose laugh felt like it belonged to you. The odds of that love being returned are one in 400 quintillion about 4 x 1017, which is 1 in 400,000,000,000,000,000. Numbers so impossibly large that they feel like they should never happen and yet, somehow, they did.

Holding hands during a sunset walk

When you walked into my house, I was completely lost, I couldn believe you were really here. In my head I kept thinking, there is no way she is here, with that beautiful smile. All I wanted was to kiss you, but I wasnt sure how to do it, so I wait and see if you felt the same for me. And then, with just one kiss, everything else followed. Hours felt like minutes, and for the first time in my life, I truly understood what people mean when they say love makes you lose all sense of time. I loved every activity we did that week, and even just staring at each other sometimes was my favorite.

I love everything about you

I love every part of your body, every part of your heart. Hearing you calms the storms in my mind in an instant. You are the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last before I fall asleep. You are the person I dream of at night and the one I daydream about every day. You are the one I want to build a future with, the one I want my children to call you mom. You are worth more than anything anyone could ever offer me. I will spend the rest of my life loving you, and I will always find you in the next life.

Dancing together under string lights

That photo was the last time I saw you, and honestly, I don’t think I’ve ever had that much fun bowling before. I still remember that last night, laughing with you but already feeling the sadness in my chest knowing you were leaving the next day. The next morning I woke up and made ceviche just for you because cooking for you always makes me happy. But then came the airport… seeing your eyes one last time before you left hurt so much. And when I got back to my room, it felt way too big and way too empty without you. I still smell the shirt you wore that night, just to feel close to you again. And that’s when it hit me .I don’t just want little moments with you. I want you in my life every single day.

Algo que escribi en español

Nunca te voy a dejar de amar, y eso lo se desde el primer momento en que te vi, y es por que amo cada pequeña parte de ti, amo tus ojos marrones me miran al despertar o como tu piel es tan suave como el petalo de una rosa, amo el olor de tu piel y tu cabello, llenan mi alma y nunca los quiero perder, amo todo lo que te hacer ser tu, amo tus chistes, amo tu voz, amo la forma en tu cabello se enreda, amo poner mi brazo bajo tu cabeza incluso aun que mi brazo muera, amo hacer mascarillas contigo, amo peinar tu cabello (aun que falle), amo la manera en que te ries y haces esas pequeñas risas que solo yo puedo ver, amo que tienes sueños grandes que nadie puede entender, pero dentro de todas las personas que pudiste haber conocido yo soy una de las pocas que va entender todo tu esfuerzo y dedicacion que pones a todo lo que haces, mas que una carta de amor es para darte las gracias por todo lo que me haces sentir. Amo lo queres y lo que seras.